Sunday, April 23, 2006

haix .. sian sian sian ah .. sooo boring ehs life >.< .. i suddenly hope that school reopen soon can settle all my financial problems .. haix ~~!

lfie is dull and boring =D .. im a very stupid person =x .. hahah ~~ easily cheated ~.~ .. aiya .. life really dull till got nth to write =.="" die = good .. =P ..

Colors Colors i wan euu =( . . where are euu =( .. haix !!

-DeNgDeNg-Dull Dull
Die Die Die
Die HAHAHAHAH~

8:30 AM...i'm thinkin' of you

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Friday, April 21, 2006

rawr rawr .. lols ! 19days since i last updated mua bloggie !! well was busy workinz and inbetween many stuffs happened =D .. its a long story too ..

firstly im no longer working .. had a quarrel with my boss for being so idiotic =.="" in a heated arguement .. i decided i shouldn't carry on working there haha .. and it was true .. after i left many followed along to leave LOL .. but its not my influence la x_X !! haix .. i really miss that place lots .. but the fucked up boss .. make sthe ppl there unhappy .. he doesn't treat us as humans. .. more likes his slave .. rawr .. i curse him *@&%(#&%*(#%

secondly .. today got my exams result ! !LOL improvement by 1 grade .. my last exam G.P.A = 2.3 this term 2.4 =P .. im improved .. LOL ~ slowly slowly improve ~~yay yay !! =p =p ..

lastly .. colors ah colors .. haix .. i really dun ask for much .. jes someone who can be my side when i need her and hear my problems out and vice versa .. i dun put much expectations to getting any colors !! im so ugly rawr .. im dissapointed with my self ..

-DeNgDeNg- dissapointed ..
Dead As of 21thApril2006
Remember Me For Who i Am
Accept Me For Who i Am ..

7:44 AM...i'm thinkin' of you

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Sunday, April 02, 2006

hmm guys .. forgive me for being so inactive for updating my blog .. i guess i will be super inactive for 1 mnth till 30th april .. will be werking almost everyday 10.30 am till 11 pm .. haix .. though its tiring .. i guess thats e best way for me to forget bout sad things .. work can make me forget a lot of things i hope so =/ ..

ByTheWay .. why is searching for colors so hard ? can someone tell me ?_? .. im really really really tired manx =/ .. why does colors come so hard .. haix .. im really not sure ..

-DeNgDeNg- is goin to inactive
Colors Are Hard to be found =/
Hope i Find Mines Soon =/

6:21 PM...i'm thinkin' of you

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

sianx sianx sianx .. whole dae doin nothing .. rotting at home ~.~ !! like a lifeless person .. hmm come to think of it im really lifeless .. Colors !! colors !! where are mua colors ?? issit really so hard to find colors in your life ?? haix .. or issit that im jes a plain failure ?? i really dunnoe .. i think i am a failure =) .. in everythings i do .. i fail miserably .. Borned - Failure maybe ?

Recently incidents make me become pessimistic towards life and everything in this world .. who to trust and not to trust .. who to help and who not to help .. i dun think will be the old me .. helping whoever i can and getting into troubles myself =) .. time to be smart ~^_^~ .. the old bubblyz + lifely de mie ish gone ~^_^~ .. maybe when the day i found my colors it may or may not come back .. God Knows !

__D e N g D e N g__ Lifeless =D
Trusts In Nobody =) ..
Colors Colors .. Where Are Euu ??

6:27 AM...i'm thinkin' of you

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Thursday, March 23, 2006

why ish life so sarks ?? issit wrong to help a friend ?? or someone close to miee ? .. life is so fucking unfair and im fucking pissed with my life .. nevertheless , i would like to thank my friends letting me learn a valuable lesson which is neber to pok your nose in to anything .. JES MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS !! thats e best and safest way .. but lets sae . .if you mind your own business ? they will sae .. wah u buay steady la or wat blah blah .. no integrity .. 'yi qi' .. so what shld i do ?? both ways also seems a wrong way .. so dun yew sae life is sarks? and fucking unfair ? i really is getting dam dam dam tired of life .. watever i do seems wrong .. nth seems right in others ppls eyes ! fuck my life !

My Life = Like The Olden Times Tele .. jes black and white ?? dull and boring .. and always faulty .. really nth to sae bout my life liaos !! its really sarkz to e max to e core !!

-DeNgDeNg- Hates His Fucking Life
Can I Die Pls ??
Really Need Colors in Mua Life !!

6:28 AM...i'm thinkin' of you

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

hmmmss ... today dam tired and dulan .. waited till 4am++ for e quest to unlock .. when i go sleep it unlock .. so dulan !! $120SGD fly away like that .. haix .. wat makes me more dulan is my ex keep ask me patch with her .. its really dam irritating .. i already sae i dun think so she still can bug on me for 1whole hour asking e same question .. finally no choice blocked her on msn .. if yew happen to view my blog . .when u hab totally settled down and calm urself down den gib me a sms to add yew back =,= .. i really is dam tired and currently single life still is good for me =) ..

life is goin on pretty fast pace and stressful .. nxt weeks exams .. really stresssed ah !! btw .. im still searching for e colors in mua life >.< .. where are they ?? tired of black and whites !! its really dam bland !! colors colors !! where r u ??

-DeNgDeNg- wans colors
Where Are They ?

6:06 AM...i'm thinkin' of you

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Friday, March 17, 2006

colors .. colors .. colors .. i need colors in my life .. haish .. black and white is really killing me . . seeking for those colors in my life .. issit really so hard to find someone to talk to ?? haish .. share my problems ?? i really dunno why .. life is dull and sucksss to e core .. rawr ...

today go watch 'Dorm' with my friends -_-" totally pure wasting of marney .. storyline sux + in thai language read subtitles till headache .. and its totally not scary at all -__-" seems like a comedy to me more than horror flim -.- .. strongly advised not to watch .. but this show is as dull as my life .. maybe suits me ? dull and colorless >.<

-DeNgDeNg- lookins for his colors
Colors Colors Colors ?
Where Are Euuu ??

6:22 AM...i'm thinkin' of you

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